Thursday, May 21, 2015
My beloved youngest brother Christian died last night. He's only 18.The saddest moment of my life. I'm lost but that's not my struggle.My struggle is how to tell my parents. I told my papa this afternoon but still don't have the courage to tell my mom. With my mom it's different, I think she can't handle this. My papa said he will tell her today. It's past 10 so I think we have to forego till tomorrow. I feel that I need to call the doctor to ask for anti-anxiety pills. I went to their room and saw 2 luggages. I asked where they're going , and my mom said." I'm going home because I know already, Stephanie told me." I was about to cry but I run back here in my room. I have to be strong although it's very hard. I heard my mama singing praises to God. She don't want to cry. She said it's her fault my brother died. I pray to GOD that He will take over on our feelings and our emotions. I feel like Im going crazy but I think my baby brother will not be happy to see me like that. Chanchan, you're the love of my life. I love you and my life will never be the same without you but you're with the angels now and I guess the heaven needs another angel so I can't be selfish. We are just very blessed with good people because they help us in the preparation and arranging the house for the 9 days Novena.They found a 90" round table cloth for our old dining table so they can put the snacks there for the guests. Now that my brother is in his resting place, the pain is getting stronger. I just pray to God that my mom will be okay as time goes by.
Posted by Gina Peters at 2:33 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2015
My son Eric will play as Jerome, the son of a French man named Millie in the live theater play South Pacific. I'm so proud of him because of all the kids here in town he was chosen to play that role. Eric surprises me everyday, one day he's into dancing, then into soccer or basketball and then now he's into live theater. Other than that he also excel in his class and as he always say he's the smartest. I guess he just to study about humility because looks like he's becoming too proud. I can't blame him because everywhere we go, people recognized and always praised him. I'm going to check out www.musiciansfriend.com/dj-controllers-interfaces to see instruments that he may like in the future. If there's a good we can take advantage of it.
Posted by Gina Peters at 7:46 AM
Today I'm thankful to God that my tonsillitis is gone. It was a horrible working with sore throat, swollen tonsils and pink eye. Truly, when it rains it really pours. My back doesn't hurt as bad as before. So today, me and my kids will visit my parents in Cave Junction because we haven't seen them for a very long time. I wish they love closer but at least it's not like a thousand miles away. I'm praying that God will give them good health all the time and more strength so they can survive the weather condition here in America and the homesickness they feel everyday.
Saturday, November 29, 2014
I didn't not splurge on shopping yesterday but I splurge on getting free stuff at Walgreens by using their register rewards. I didn't know about until I ring out customers who were using using it when I'm working in the front register. I think it's great and fun. I pretty got everything for free. I have a lot of toothpastes, toothbrushes, mouthwashes and hairstyles. I want to get spun polyester tablecloths too whenever I got the chance. Since then, I'm no longer interested in buying full prized products unless I get a very good deal out of it.
Wow it's our 11th year wedding anniversary, time flies so fast. This year is different from the other years though. This year I didn't get anything from my husband; no chocolates, no flowers, and no cards. I was actually not hurt because when I approach him about it he finally opened up his feelings towards me that he's been keeping for so long. My husband never fight back when I get mad but now he finally did and to be honest I feel good. We were able to talk about differences and we promise to hold on to each other. I think after this, we are guaranteed for 10 years and hopefully a lifetime.
Sunday, October 19, 2014
I have two days off but still it seems that I pretty much haven't done anything important. I'm supposed to prepare our tax amendment for my Oregon Tax. We owe Oregon $444 dollars. I shouldn't have to pay anything because I have 4 kids but looks like the tax system is not pro poor. Anyways we're trying to file for amendment hoping it will go down a little bit. To wrap up my day-off I'm trying to finish shopping for costumes for my kids. Send for our free catalog. ,is what I need actually because my eyes is hurting for browsing back and forth in the computer.
I'm not sure if this an appropriate post or not but I cant help it I just think its funny and as always it's about Eric. So he and Sophia we're arguing so I have to bring them both in our room and talk to them in front of their dad. I said," Both of you, I love u so much..you see you both came from my big tummy..see my tummy is used to be small but since YOU grow in my tummy it went big and never went back to original shape..so now you are fighting I can swallow you back because I have enough space here. " Sophia was teary eyed and Eric said " oh swallow Sophia first. LADIES FIRST YOU KNOW............"....btw Lee asked me not to post this..